I don, t know to who I should write this letter to so I will point it to the one that mattered the most to me..
Dear Prince
I want to thank U for being my best friend, brother, father, mother and sister U were always around me until 2012 through your beautifull songs.
Way ahead of your time a genius in many ways.
I admit that you were the one and only person that could lift my spirit and make me feel beautifull!
Without feeling the need of meeting U in the flesh, being a very shy person I felt I was always part of Your Family. The purple family.
For me U were one of my two greatest inspirations in life U and Leonardo da Vinci, little people know that he was more a musician than a painter for me the two of U are the greatest inspirations in my life!!
U gave me the kind of love I needed to get through the loneliness I felt as a child,
I did, t understand why I had to stay in my room so many times I felt unwanted and abandoned and than when I put on the CD I felt loved, wanted, sexy, beautiful and excepted You made me dance and sing..... For hours and days I could go on and on until my feet could, t Cary me anymore.
I wanted to sing like U
All my focus I put on Your beautifull songs.
Not that I had pictures of U by my bed the music allone was enough.
Spending so much time with U I created an alter ego and called her Marysha.
She was fearless, courageous, sexy, smart and ready to party whenever U were in her room.
I want to thank U for that.....
Even when I left my bad marriage at age 30 with two beautifull children to studie art at the art academie in Groningen I allowed myself to become Marysha again.
My children did, t mind listening to Prince and seeing me go wild on your music.
It made them happy to.
It lasted 3 years and than everything came falling down on me.
The children were taken by there father and my own family they wanted to put pressure on me in returning home and quitting the art school.
In 2012 I came to know a King of Funk
His name is Jeremiach he is a true king his father was ruler of the Molukkan people and a war hero his mother was a queen of the Timorese people.
They came to the Netherlands at his 5th age and I meat him by chance...
Our paths crossed each other when U were still alive. In 2012
I told him about my love for U.
He told me I needed to be saved from my abusive family.
My Funky dancing made my father turn into this monster that snuck into my bed at night time and raped me while I was sleeping.
Jeremiach has the look of an Indian and had he lived in his own countries he would have been a well respected radja that advices the rulers and cures the local people.
He can communicate with the dead.
My late grandfather and little grandmother showed themselves to him and told him that my parents are wrong in treating me like that.
They keep the abuse a secret and gave me very heavy sleeping pills to knock me out.
To cover up there crime they tell me that I am crazy and need to be in a mental hospital.
They still have my two children.
Jeremiach also sais that I have a gift that needs to be developed.
He tells me he can teach me how to make music.
And he will.
He is a great funk artist he played with Larry Graham, Miles Davis, Tina Turner, Terence Trent, d, arby, Hans and Candy Dulfer, BB King, Bob Marley and the Waylors, Paco Palluchi, Phil Collins, Walter Trout they all have worked with him at some point.
He, s great on electric guitar and base and also on drums.
Sheila E complimented him once during a drum demonstration.
But that Don,t matter anymore he sais he has retired and want to focus only on becoming a dad because although he has 5 beautiful daughters he never se them grow up until they were 14.
They were all taken by there white family who were all against Jeremiach.
After they all 5 were abused and beaten up by there stepdads he came to take them back.
By then he already was a very successful musician performing with his 30 band members of Funk Rock they were called Cherokey in Germany.
He says that it, s not possible being into music and having children at the same time.
We have been roaming the streets of Groningen since 2012 because the municipal of Groningen Don, 't beleave that Jeremiach is an artist they think he, s a terrorist and a gangster.
Well I can assure U he is not.
He is a very talented artist and deserves to have a space where he can create his music and perform on YouTube with the right equipment.
We first need to solve this problem of trying to stay alive while the government of Groningen tries to eliminate us.
U see I tried to get U out of my system because Jeremiach told me to let go of Prince.
When he is angry he sais he can play better than U.
Which of course isn,t true to me.
And in my effort to forget about U I get these visits from purple butterflies and music coming from the park with U singing I want to be your lover.
During Corona time when outside events are forbidden U are heard over the whole City of Groningen as if U are giving a concert from the dead.
So I have thought about this over and over through my mind.
We need some kind of help in the forum of mecenas.
To create our own paisley Park.
We want to live play, work and create in the same space.
And I am telling U I am only interested in having a child if that child is a reincarnation of U.
I already lost my children if I can, t have Your spirit as my future child than I rather be without any.
Loosing a child is the most awful thing in live U know... Yes U know
I never wish to feel this pain ever again.
U see sometimes when I miss my children the only thing that can take away that pain is listening to U... Than I sing with U and after a while I feel much better.
And I feel they are close to my heart.
I had the time to write U this letter because we slept in a Hotel for a few days.
Today we are going to hit the street again.
Trying to stay alive without music and back in the cold reality of being homeless and banished.
I know U are dead and can, t be of any help to me that, s okay
I am just writing to releave myself from these loneliness of knowing I can, t listen to Your music anymore I need to save my husband we need to find a home.
The drifting slowly taking his live and without his guitar he becomes very buttered.
I need to see him shine again and be happy
He does,t deserve to be eliminated he Groningens biggest Talent of all Time.
I already lost U I need to save him because he told me that when we have a home he will show me ho to make the best funk.
He has the talent to hear a song and change it into something better.